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hey there well I just got back from lake ann and who new that the weekend could bring so many emotions!!! I started the weekend off mad and I let every thing bother me no matter how big or how small it was. then I went to chapel and the speaker, who was ken Rudolf, spoke about rejoicing in your sufferings, well I knew that I had to change but I waited until the weekend was almost over be for I made things right with all the people that I was making me mad this week. so then be for the night chapel on sat. we had a group meeting where Tim claimed that are youth group is really dead and we are not getting exited for God and for who he was and I was still not happy with Tim so I just took what he said and stuck it way back into the back of my mind. but it was not there for very long b/c the same night ken spoke about living for Christ and all the points that he talked about I realized that hey I'm not living for god and I'm not doing stuff for him so I went to Tim during the invitation and before I made it to Tim I was crying not just a couple of tears but I was sobbing and so was he. I told him that I loved him and that I loved him. so we prayed together along with Brandon my friend and my lil brother. Looking back on it now I see just how stupid I really was, so I'm writing to all those people who think that fighting is a way to get through life and is an answer to getting your way, well I hate to brake it to you b/c you are wrong!!!! I now a man who lived every day living for God never cared what people though of him. now this man is dead and it took me until he was laying on his death bed until I knew how much I really loved this man. his name is ray. he is now with the lord and is happier then ever. I guess what I'm trying to say through all of this is life is to short to be fighting and mad. I might of missed out on the best weekend of camp b/c of my stupid attitude. so I don't know if you are all going to read this but if you make it this far then keep reading b/c it is a good part. I want to challenge all of you to not get caught up with your self's and how you can make your self happy but I want you to pray and think how can I honor god through what I do and how I treat other people. so I ask you to keep me in your prayers and if you are going to take my challenge then please let me know by telling me in my comment box so I can pray for you. I love every one who might stumble upon this yes even you> ( the people who don't know me!! or who do)

ADAM